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Once, without any psychological preparation, I stumbled to the age of no confusion; but now, looking back suddenly, in a trance, I have entered the age of knowing destiny! A poet said: Youth is a river. Could it be that I am the one who has been washed by the river all the time? At this moment, there is no way to explain it. Tired of running and coping, it is a state and a kind of helplessness. Sometimes I think of that song: man, please forgive him for being unromantic; man, sometimes he has words of suffering; man, he is not as strong as you imagine; man, you can’t pay by impulse; man, please forgive him for being ordinary; man, sometimes He is in a dilemma; a man, life is duller than imagined, happiness is always short, and you must learn to be brave when there is no way out. Being a man is hard, being a man is hard, being a man in the daytime is hard at night, some promises seem to be going bankrupt, but most of your youth is over...  It is indeed time to stop and adjust your thinking and follow your inner wishes. In 2019, I made a plan: around May 2020, I will go out for a walk around the country, one person, one car, one guitar...visiting relatives and friends, learning from experience, broadening my horizons, and finally coming back to examine myself, Step on life, in order to break through!
In the past ten years, as a father, I have done my best and my responsibility. Of course, the same is true for families and loved ones. It really counts as: not at the expense of spring nor youth! Now that children grow up, they must gradually become independent in their thinking and methods, otherwise they will not be able to face the challenges of life in the next stage. We, as parents, must be united and unwavering in our children's educational strategy.
I, who love music and play and sing, have abandoned them for more than 20 years! Sitting in front of the computer is almost dumb, stupid, and blind! This time, I finally passed the family's understanding and approval, and I felt relieved. Here, I would like to thank my wife and my little princess for her understanding, although the plan will be postponed due to the epidemic.
In fact, preparations and planning began around October last year. Nostalgic, I really want to take my classic car for a trip to the end of the world. Harmony of people and vehicles, accompanied by music... Let's sing "speaking" about life, "thinking" about life, and finally "singing" for life!
Last year, I extensively collected relevant experience and information about self-driving travel on the Internet, followed several masters of self-driving travel and Douyin, and got a lot of inspiration. In terms of external equipment, in fact, I have already prepared it in place. There are too many categories involved: self-driving travel, food, lodging and transportation equipment, playing and singing audio equipment, live video equipment, monitoring systems for safe travel, vehicle power supply systems, and travel photography equipment. (Including drones, etc.) ....... List it again, my head is big, after all, the age is not forgiving, it is old!
What is needed now is the ability to prepare: including the improvement of the level of playing and singing, and the successful completion of the revision of Tiantianhaoxi.com. At this age, it is impossible to care about entertainment and not survival, so it is difficult!
Mr. Ma Yun and I are middle-aged people of the same age. Mr. Ma Yun is now a successful and honorable retirement. I have no way out, and I am ready to fight against the fate of the grassroots again. When we set off this time, we will bring a suit, computer and briefcase with us. The companies of Tmall, JD.com, Taobao, Pinduoduo, Suning, Gome and other bigwigs will definitely try their best to visit them. Internet projects, maybe you can show the courage and courage of Mr. Ma Yun when he was young. I can understand it clearly, maybe I can also hit a shit luck! I'm not in a hurry, I mainly travel around, I drive to that city, I go to meet people in that city, and I just go with the flow.
Speaking of it now, everything seems easy, but it's not! I have made some introductions in the front, and then I will return to the theme and talk about my poetry and distance after the age of 50.
To put it simply: in the past 30 years, children and family have been my poetry and distance, and in the next ten years, the Internet will be my poetry and distance. The journey of people and vehicles is just a prelude, and it is the best opportunity for me to communicate and learn, to adjust my thinking and to release my emotions. Wandering around the world used to be a dream when I was young thirty years ago. To be honest, I don't even have the "wandering" youth capital now. This is the life of an ordinary person who goes on and on!
Life is not poetry, it is Mala Tang or sour plum soup! Patience and dedication are the most responsible attitudes in life!
The emotions that have been suppressed for many years really need to be relieved. Even if you grab a little youthful tail and shout a few times, you will feel much more comfortable. Of course, after the release, people will return to normal! How do you feel about your friends' lives? How can the years be quiet, everyone is moving forward with a heavy load! Let's encourage each other and cheer together, okay?
This is my poetry and distance, and saying it means doing it. The "Man and Car Manifesto" has already been drafted, and I am working hard and looking forward to it. But can it go smoothly? How will the epidemic be controlled? I only have to hurry up and do my current work, work hard to accumulate and prepare. Others, look at the best time for the weather, location, and people!
Internet Eagle
2020-4-28
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Time passes like flowing water - Guarding the life of those eternal values!【网际飞鹰】
